Saturday, May 16th, 2009
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10:54 pm
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some dreams are trite and others are dizzy
but all fall from a lonesome sky
and the earth swallows their pity
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Tuesday, September 9th, 2008
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11:57 pm - scholarship contest photo entry
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um so this got posted on brick fish and they suggested that i link to it so people could see it and perhaps vote for it
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Sunday, August 26th, 2007
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6:20 pm - sin called love
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- decided to post here something i wrote on my site
some speaks and someone listens, and then someone else dies to reform ... into another self
this sin called love
You don't know, do you?
How much the words can love you and how much they can lie. If every detail was True, we would all die overwhelmed with acknowledgement. So these soft cushiony lies are inserted between each reactive plate to prevent the whole from collapsing. And on those cushions we build the reassurance that blankets us from the harsh disappointments and deprecations that tear at the soft fibers of our life. So my darling, will you trust me now, do you share with me, your sacred self?
That is a sin called love, which we are told to avoid, but is it truly avoidable? Along with the emotional surge that follows, such sinful and dirty things. They disgust us to the core and yet draw extreme fascination.
So close your eyes and love me,
close your lips and let me love you back,
close off your ears to the cacophony of shrieking nonsense and let our love be self-sanctioned with only ourselves to pertain.
- and ... so there it is ... guys have asked if i have a boyfriend, i tell them that i am Independent with a Capital I
- this is an excerpt of someone talking to the object of their obsession ... something i wrote in my journal blah thing where i write snippits of stuff to someday combine into a book
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Monday, May 14th, 2007
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3:16 pm - who wants to eat humanoid jello?
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Monday, April 9th, 2007
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1:46 pm
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um .... i can't access my website at envy.nu so i'm just posting some items that caught my interest of which i want to take note of ...
-- bands --
::checked out::
Lacuna Coil ^_^ , Sisters of Mercy -.- , Septic Flesh -..- , type O negative -.-, tiamat -.-
everything seems boring after a while tho .........
::awaiting appraisal::
-- youtube --
:: have yet to check out ::
::: can not find howl's moving castle with japanese audio on youtube , , , , , , ,
--- end
.... and what i was thinking of while my teacher was lecturing in my advanced calculus class
mother holth is waiting by the fire for someone to bake for her a pie ,
she has a splendid stew all ready to be dined ; but a pastry is amiss and none from her can be contrived
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Thursday, March 29th, 2007
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3:43 pm
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3:04 pm - gardasil : hpv vaccine
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- so i started getting vaccinated and i wanted make sure that my friends knew about this vaccine cuz its only for ages 9-26 (and i'm almost 26)
http://www.gardasil.com/
- it protects against the strains of hpv (human papillomavirus) that cause cervical cancer also protects against 36 other strains :P
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Tuesday, March 6th, 2007
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6:21 pm
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You Are Strawberry Cake
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Fresh, sassy, and romantic.
You're a total flirt, who never would turn down a sugary treat.
Occasionally you're a bit moody - but you usually stay sweet!
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.... i doubt that i'm really that cute ... but i posted it cuz ...... i like the cake, its cute and delectable ... want to eat it ........
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Tuesday, February 20th, 2007
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5:04 pm - the more delicate facets of love
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all of love falls into tears
droplets pooled to languid fears
flood the senses and retreat
into a softer inference
of more delicate composure
begging its contents to break
and crackle into veins of blood
burn this once more
fired in a kiln of reverence
we believe it has deliberately hardened the shell of the involuntary heart
but who really knows?
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Friday, May 19th, 2006
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1:26 pm - dance
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a little quote inspires a little phrase
and when the stars of the desert shine, it seems the night sky is dancing
if they would but pick me up and let me dance amongst them
i would but smile in joyful play as the evening spins
all to forget the puckering
when again, we crumble ...
spun in playful lights of haze, jovial indignance
we sing towards the silent trace of nihilistic attendence
and then there is null
... a positive plate but then cracked nothings upon it
shatter shatter does the craze when thunder pounds through it
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Sunday, March 26th, 2006
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10:35 pm - shred the dear
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now why the update all of a sudden?
why to speak outside the silence of the broken vine?
why to leave the shredded colon of a burnt and battered crime?
why not tear this tender flesh that is so swollen and so putrid
let the pus leak out and fill the hole that gores itself to finish
out! out! a flush to spout
the exit of the waves
leave the tolls that weave for more
and seal their coffers to stay
a gate pointed away from you
from which we shall stray
and stay forever wandering until the moon hits bay
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has moved out of parents' house to a nice house (renting a room) with no internet and is working 2 jobs and saving money before school starts in september
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Monday, January 23rd, 2006
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11:48 pm - cheers to berries
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pretty pretty parried peircings stabbing at the sore
i knit the openness to close and it does cause a bore
but then the silence slits the knife of pondered tinsel fears
and then the copulating functions gasp in fervored peers
oh dare i ask the wondered worries out for a lonesome tea?
what fun may be had with them when they can't join indeed?
then nothing more and nothing less to nothing ever more
not a single drop of neither this that or more
hand a stick to my lady and broom with lots of leaves
perhaps the persuasive autolyzers will preen and cape of needs
if only they would all die then there'd be none to sweep
well wouldn't they be on the floor then?
and soon to be ashes
well i'l have to sweep that
then to dust and biodegraded muck
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leave it on the ground as fertilizers
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to grow a new tree ^^
that would equal more leaves
shall i sweep the air then to preen off all those would be fallen leaves
if you clean the sky none of it will fall
it shall fall while i am cleaning
fufufu, then there have you ^_^
&_&
i would much rather not try to clean the sky at all
oh! ho! to the lazy sow!
i am NOT a pig!
i did not call you one
you called me a sow!
but i did not say 'pig'
fine then , have you your icing
and?
i shall keep my cake
i feel so incomplete
incapacitate your acrid wordings and literate a more pleasant query to recieve a more placid dictation
well ...
were there none at all in what i'v said?
i think not
then ... we can end it
what -
with a little cheer ...
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Wednesday, December 7th, 2005
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11:54 pm
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- just had to post this new icon
- a friend called this "dracula goes ZOMGWTF"
- and yeah its on the official konami castlevania site, in gallery for the curse of darkness
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Friday, December 2nd, 2005
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12:53 am
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http://www.shiseido.co.jp/mj/index.htm
doll's house is game indeed to fresh make-up and trivialities
all the fun of playing in lengths
of rolled paper matted in clay
soflty molded with holistic paint
freshly accentuate and adore
what kissed liaisons can be implored
contort the game in twisted plays
relay the wicked in rivaling tresseled in the pulpy lockes
of twined grievances, forlon in their shock
so bereft the heart can be
foresaken so harkens the ears that bleed
thus may the eyes die in quivering
quibbled contacts in carnal sway
tear this skin that tugs and plays
luv luv dearie
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Monday, September 19th, 2005
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7:23 pm
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tria tria tina's tea thicket has many little bits to eat
little scones and buttered treats with so many chocolate dipped meats
honeyd ham and truffle skin of lemony chicken hint
bare the breasted turkey stew with black eyed beans and curry spoof
come all to eat the feasted glaze of peachy olaliberry merengue
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